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POSTED ON Dec 18, 2022 3:24:21 GMT
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It was astounding just how much the human body could withstand. Just how many days had he been strapped to that chair? How many times had his body gone into shock? Two questions only one of them knew the answer to in hindsight. The pliers around his right finger tightened just slightly, enough to make him bleed just a bit. (Lorelei never made a threat without cutting someone a little, it was a fact he'd learned the hard way.) Another attempt to ask him: would he join Rocket for the purpose of serving a more worthwhile cause than the League could provide?

"No," he spat.

Teeth clenched against the bloodied cloth that she hastily stuffed into his mouth and pressed the pliers shut tighter in an attempt to sever his finger. Impressive how the tools managed to cut through bone. The promise that he'd get his finger back when he finally gave in rang heavy in the air as he felt bile crawl up his throat as his body threatened to go into shock again. He groaned from behind the cloth, looking up at her with his remaining eye. (Thankfully she got tired of looking at the empty socket of the other one and opted to cover it.) He knew her goal was to make him pledge fealty to her -- she wasn't selfless enough to make him promise himself to Rocket's goals. She wanted him for her own goals. With that in mind, he taunted her with plenty of fight left in him.

"I only have nine more of those for you to cut off, you rotten bitch. Where are you going to go from there?"

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POSTED ON Dec 18, 2022 8:25:19 GMT
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"rotten."[break]
this one word was echoed, lorelei looking up at the ceiling as if bored or otherwise dissociating in a moment of respite from her 'job'. roman wasn't exactly someone she was hired to torture and bring to rocket's side, but she brought it upon herself to take on this extra case for the sake of her own endeavors. of course, roman wasn't stupid enough to not already know this, but she didn't quite care. "hm, a good idea." the finger didn't want to come off that quickly, roman's joints proving hardy and thick due to his previous line of work with the league. he was a robust man and such a frame would be hard to undo. this made lorelei's job all the more exciting, her expertise in unbinding humans by their very marrow being brought to the light in this otherwise dim cell. a slow and low crack that was more of a gurgle and groan of the body's unwillingness to let go of the man's right ring finger echoed forth as lorelei kept her gaze calmly on the spectacle of what blood rushed forward right after. [break]
an opening of a cooler and a toss of her wrist and another finger was added to her collection.[break]
"rotten indeed," she mused as she looked around in the cooler she had, taking out a small white container with a rather ominous label sitting on it. "rotten like those filthy creatures in kanto following the razing. those living in the slums had it particularly bad," she reflected as she opened up the container to show off thin parasites swirling into one another as if trying to eat each other for survival. these tapeworms had a name that was printed on the label - taenia solium. these were some of the more popular parasites known for the sensation of 'having worms in [one's] brain.' [break]
if she was so rotten, perhaps she could forcefully indoctrinate roman by showing him what it was to be just thus.[break]
"you see, roman - i don't want to put any more pressure on my staff than necessary." the chanseys that scuttled around her were the staff in question, using pokemon moves and other magic to keep the man from dying -- but only that. they didn't alleviate pain or otherwise, under the command of lorelei who seemed to have had a hand in raising and training them. the pink pokemon simply kept their head down and didn't say anything or ask questions. "if you would just be so kind as to realize the choice of joining rocket is out of your control, this could all be so much easier." the first tapeworm was held between a pair of thin tweezers. it squirmed rapidly, obviously hungry for contact.[break]
"so what say you?"[break]
unfortunately for roman, the freshly vacated cavity in his skull was all too enticing for lorelei to ignore and in went the first paraiste - rapidly making its home within.[break]
"will you make this come to an end? will you join rocket?"
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POSTED ON Dec 19, 2022 2:25:21 GMT
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At first, the insertion of the foreign specimen had no effect. But the moment it began to squirm was when Roman's reactions became violent. At this point, he struggled helplessly against his restraints. The chair he was in shook back and forth as he let out horrified sounds that reverberated in a mixture of disgust and screaming. It was like a sudden itch within his head, but he knew that itch could become deadly. He'd heard cases of it before, despite the rarity -- Neurocysticercosis, he believed it was called. It wasn't until his chair tipped forward and he came crashing down that his screams reached a fever pitch.

"GET IT OUT! GET IT OUT! GETITOUTGETITOUTGET--"

As he screamed, mad with the sensation and knowledge of something in his brain, Roman began to do anything to relieve the sensation. That meant he'd begun to slam his face against the concrete floor. With each slam, the bridge of his nose began to split and splatter blood about. Once he'd managed to tire himself out with these forceful slams, the blonde lay there as he began to gurgle on his own blood. From the wild frenzy, Roman had managed to somehow lure out the tapeworm that slid right back out of the hollow opening of his skull. The translucent parasite, given how it didn't take to its host, lay there in his blood and curled in on itself.

His breathing still gurgled as he spat and sputtered blood from the way he had begun to slam his face so hard against the concrete that he'd knocked some of his teeth loose. It wasn't long until he felt the Chansey about begin to lift the chair up off the ground and heal up his self-inflicted injuries. His breath still ran ragged from the mental toll the torture had begun to take on him. They wouldn't let him die, would they? Though part of him didn't want that, either. Perhaps it wasn't the smartest move given his situation, but he attempted to play to Lorelei's pity. It was a stretch, given he was almost certain she had none.

"Please, I just want to get back home," he begged. "My family will be looking for me, you know that as well as I do."

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POSTED ON Dec 23, 2022 8:52:12 GMT
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"your family is lovely, if you exclude your wife and child." so basically, she was saying they weren't shit right to the husband of the equation's face. "nothing but a womb and the product of it," she sighed, disappointed in the reality she knew. sometimes knowledge was jeopardizing for one's spirit and such was the case for lorelei who started up a wide-mouthed syringe full of saline. this was meant to be used to help the parasitic worm crawl its way further into roman's head, giving it some form of lubricant to allow it to wriggle and writhe so that the man could hopefully finally break off a piece of his face by his own volition. [break]
this would be a good starting point - self-mutilation. that way the captive officer of the law could start to blur the lines between what he did to himself and what lorelei inflicted on him. it always was so painfully annoying to deal with the blame of who did what, so this would make lorelei's own job much easier.[break]
being a quick learner as he was, he was already begging as opposed to continuing to fight his hopeless position. the fire-haired woman was hopeful on how this session would end - a good turn after so many failures.[break]
"i never lied when i said i enjoyed my time with you and your family, officer lennox. quite the contrary - i was too honest with myself. i almost let myself get carried away and forget my ultimate objective." with a sarcastic scoff to herself, lorelei smirked and shook her head. she was obviously disappointed in her small relapse into a normal and empathetic way of being. she was better now, sure, but she should have never even considered allowing roman to continue his life as it had. it was so perfect for someone who was so deep in shit that he was so blind to everything around him. a cheating wife, a product of adultery calling him father -- why, his whole life was a tragedy when he seemed to devote himself to his family more and more. [break]
"roman. tell me," lorelei grabbed hold of his chin as best as she could off the floor, looking into his one eye and holding the syringe aloft the socket that squirmed softly and ebbed with irritation. "for what do you live? is it your family? is it work? what defines you as you are? have you ever sought something more than what you are presently? you seem to be nothing more than a vanilla husband and father who couldn't even see the danger staring you straight in the face." that very danger spilled a droplet of saline into his socket, her expression empty as she didn't find any enjoyment in this procedure - simply seeking answers. "who exactly are you? i'm interested in that, not your 'family'. if your answer is good enough, i may let you return to what you define yourself by. if not, i may get quite disappointed."[break]
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POSTED ON Dec 31, 2022 21:45:27 GMT
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His only good eye shook as he strained to focus on the way the needle in her hand ebbed in anticipation. Once the saline came in contact with his open socket, he couldn't help the pained hiss that left his lips. For the first time in that interrogation, he felt helpless. He didn't want to die, and he knew the moment that parasite made its way into his brain, it would likely eat its way through and make him suffer. With a shaky breath, he lay there and looked up at his torturer.

"I know that no matter what answer I give you, it won't be good enough," he began. "So I give in. I'll work with you, just... Leave my family out of this. I'd never forgive myself if something happened to them."

The way he slumped in the chair and allowed his breath to go shallow seemed enough that he'd surrendered willingly. If he died there, there was no hope in getting back home, and he knew that. Not that the Chansey would let him simply die, but he couldn't survive with a hole in his brain nor a parasite living in it. So he chose the parasite on the other end of the syringe and gave into her whims. The bridge of his nose burned as some saline continued to freely drip out of the tip, as though she was testing him for any more fight.

"How long have we been at this? It feels like a week. Maybe it's just all the blood loss taking its toll, but I'm tired."

It was impressive he even had the energy to speak to her. But he wished to show he meant no further resistance.

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POSTED ON Jan 23, 2023 2:09:59 GMT
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in hopes of allowing roman one final wring out maneuver, she had given him the option of defining himself and possibly being returned to his family and work. perhaps they really weren't as important to him as she had thought, given how 'easily' he had turned in to the velvet room woman's whims. [break][break]
unsurprising, but disappointing.[break][break]
"i'll clean him up," the brunette woman murmured to the chansey who seemed to plop forward with a tray of tools. the pokemon nodded once and stepped away, leaving the tray and taking her other helpers along with her. lorelei had won, but this had taken far too long for her to enjoy it. the frustration she had felt earlier on had long-since dissipated, leaving a mixture of apathy and disdain. looking upon her 'prize', she wasn't too sure of herself when it came to it being all worth it in the end. "it's been five days and nearly fifteen hours and thirty-eight minutes," she corrected him flatly as she went to perk his chin up calmly with one hand, the other holding a pair of simple tweezers to pull out the butt end of the long parasite she had planted into his skull. the creature was swimming along just well with the saline and so she had to wait it out until it showed itself ... or usher it out by other means; she imagined roman was too exhausted to care if she did a few more burns and cuts, anyway. "you verbally signed away your compliance, so you'll be given room and board as a reward. even if it was quite late, i am held personally accountable for what you may do so i have to keep a close eye on you." in short, he'd be living with her. this arrangement could be momentary or permanent, given how he acted. [break][break]
"all that talk about rocket ... i'm not sure how accurate that was." truth be told, she had bigger fish to fry. rocket was a blanket organization to her and the velvet room was where her specific loyalties lied. of course, this distinction could be made later when roman wasn't - you know - on the verge of fainting. "if anything, i just want you to myself." her greed was never-ending, it seemed, but it was mainly focused on the man that sat strapped to the singular chair - soaked from the various buckets of ice cold water that had been thrown at him to keep him awake through the entire process. at some point, burning did the job of keeping his eyes open when his body adjusted to the cold. now it would be lorelei speaking to him and slapping him, personally, that would do the job.[break][break]
"how fortunate you are, roman lennox. arguably the most influential woman in hoenn wants you all to herself and you struggle so hard against it. am i not your type?" truly, she was making idle talk to enjoy her prize as much as she could while waiting out the squirming of the segmented parasite in his head. what streams of thoughts it could dig out of him would surely keep her entertained.

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Oh, how he could only wish he'd let the suffering continue. Nonetheless, bile crawled up his throat as the feeling of the parasite worming its way out of his cranium wriggled and writhed. He couldn't help it: he vomited right onto the space that separated the two, too sick and too disgusted to control himself. A groan left his throat as he felt Lorelei dig the tweezers in and almost painstakingly slowly rip out the parasite. As it came out, he felt some saline and blood trickle down his face. Just like his disgust, his exhaustion got the better of him. He didn't even want to acknowledge how painful the process was other than with an uncomfortable groan.

"Fine."

That's it, that was all he could say. He swallowed hard on the bile that had crawled up his stomach and it burned just as much going down as it did coming up. (No surprise, most of it had been stomach acid given he'd been starved the better half of a week.) He couldn't even reach up to wipe the excess off the corners of his lips. For now, his body simply caved and collapsed to the side, driven far beyond its limits. It was no surprised he slipped in and out of consciousness. But that was the beauty of it all -- he did it because he wanted to live. If there was even a glimmer of hope he'd be found, he held onto it as tight as he could.

Much to his chagrin, there was no help coming for him. His wife would forget all about him, his daughter would find a new father -- her actual father, and the same man he thought was his partner on the field would slip in. It all fell according to an intricate plan, but for now, Roman remained blinded to it. With his last string of consciousness, he replied firm to Lorelei.

"Just promise you won't hurt them now that you have me."

How bold he was to try and make a deal with the devil.

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